Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Park Days

I am feeling exhausted. Alexa only had a one hour nap, and the afternoon and evening wore on in a succession of melt downs. Somehow, I thought it would be a better day.

I've been planning park dates for Alexa. I figure we'll both get out, and she'll be social. Fresh air. Good all around. Somehow, I'm not getting a lot done on the days we go out.

I like being home, I realize. I like my house, I like my stuff, I like being still and cozy with my thoughts. Sometimes I go crazy, but lately I've been feeling like I really want to tunnel into a big cushiony bed and sleep. Maybe I'm depressed.

Tomorrow, I have my 3rd play date in 3 days. I'm feeling very heavily booked. My house is wrecked. I think that is the part that is depressing. I'm feeling in the midst of chaos.

4 Comments:

At 12:09 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You like your house. Your house is wrecked. Seems like something is up here. (I know that I like to get out of the house rather than deal with the huge mess surrounding me, even though I long to just sit around all day sometimes.)

 
At 12:09 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Geeze, I always forget to sign these things. Not some random person! -Michelle

 
At 12:56 PM, Blogger La Uva said...

My house is feeling "messy", and I'm feeling pressured to organize home, bills, etc., before I leave for FL. ... and I'm feeling a tad trepidatious about visiting my uber skinny, not into extended bf'ing relatives. (sigh).

 
At 12:58 PM, Blogger La Uva said...

...I guess I should add skeptical of co-sleeping, not into whole foods ; )...

 

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